What would you do when you feel that you don't have someone that really close to you? That is what I felt now. All started with L-O-V-E. Love should be a most wanted word for everyone in this world. With love we could feel happy and joy all the time. But my love brought me to the condition of being alone in the midst of my friends. I fall in love with my friend's ex-boyfriend and my friends got mad at me. One of them even called me crazy woman and cold-hearted woman. What is the meaning of all this things?
Did I take the responsibility of being fall in love with someone? Was it a mistake to have a relationship with her ex-boyfriend?
Still wondering about it until now. They even didn't have any relationship again. I even didn't cheat her. I even communicate with her ex-boyfriend after they broke up. Then why her got mad at me and didn't want to talk to me anymore? The worse part, she even influenced people around us to not have any relationship with me anymore. Here, my loneliness started. I have no more friends in a boarding house where she and I live. Yes, unfortunately we live in the same house. Can you imagine how it feels? Thanks to God now I got used to it. I didn't have any communication anymore with her and other friends in our house. I tried to cope with my loneliness by myself now.
Tidak ada komentar:
Posting Komentar